Porn Addiction, The Dark Knight, bug bites, and Taylor Swift (oh my!)

So I feel guilty. I shouldn’t, because guilt is a useless emotion as opposed to shame, but I do. Feel guilty, that is. I haven’t showed my sister these two tickets that I need to give her, I also have an addiction to porn.

I’m tired of it. I can’t even look at the word porn without a deep sense of guilt, like this big weight is just dragging my heart down. I really want it done and gone.

So I’m deciding to make good decisions from now on.

In a completely unrelated topic, The Dark Knight Rises is an amazing movie. I want to see it again and again!

Also, I have a scar on my chin (though it will go away). My zit never just pop cleanly, they always leave a mark that takes a week to fade. I clean my face and moisturize it afterwards, and I’ve done it with different products too. I think my face is just cursed (though my skin is clear more often than not, when I do get a zit it leaves a mark for a while!)

Bug bites suck! I wish I could just itch it!

Also, there is almost no food at my house. Don’t know where I’m going to get any, because all of our money is gone for the month.

Hmmmm, maybe I’m just being dramatic.

Another song to remember!

Taylor Swift: Ours

Elevator buttons and morning air
Stranger’s silence makes me wanna take the stairs
If you were here, we’d laugh about their vacant stares
But right now, my time is theirs

Seems like there’s always someone who disapproves
They’ll judge it like they know about me and you
And the verdict comes from those with nothing else to do
The jury’s out, but my choice is you

So don’t you worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
And life makes love look hard
The stakes are high, the water’s rough, but this love is ours

You never know what people have up their sleeves
Ghosts from your past gonna jump out at me
Lurking in the shadows with their lip gloss smiles
But I don’t care ’cause right now you’re mine

And you’ll say don’t you worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
And life makes love look hard
The stakes are high, the water’s rough, but this love is ours

And it’s not theirs to speculate if it’s wrong and
Your hands are tough but they are where mine belong in
I’ll fight their doubt and give you faith with this song for you

‘Cause I love the gap between your teeth
And I love the riddles that you speak
And any snide remarks from my father about your tattoos will be ignored
‘Cause my heart is yours

So don’t you worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
And life makes love look hard

And don’t you worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
But they can’t take what’s ours, they can’t take what’s ours
The stakes are high, the water’s rough, but this love is ours

–Anyways, I really need to make better decisions, because I’m tired of the way my life is going so far, so I will.

(I say that now, but I’ve said that in the past as well.)

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